You might say, "Well, I'M important every day of the year, but I'm good with celebrating just once, on my birthday." And yes, practically speaking, there's only so much we can celebrate on any given day. (I personally gave up long ago even acknowledging Groundhog Day in school--omg, there are a thousand more important things to do than make a fuss over a nonscientific and possibly animal-abusive event, although I do rate the movie as making an important contribution to the culture.)
But, in the same way that we now acknowledge the power of asserting that Black Lives Matter, I don't want to let February pass without saying Black History especially Matters, reparatively Matters, every month, because we have got some catching up to do, people. So I'm grateful to Poetry.org for reminding me regularly to attend to Black voices, and to Afaa Michael Weaver for this poem of recent history, current events, today's rehearsal of historical pain and glory, the gift of Black history every month.You may have received this too, but even so let's read it again, out loud.
Midnight Air in Louisville
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for Breonna Taylor
Dear Breonna,
How many times, I ask,
how many times
have I chased the thought
of writing to you,
of catching the poem where
it cannot leave,
of knocking open the door to a grief
we all hold, our hearts
full of questions.
We leave our houses to work,
to look for what we need to live,
or what we need
to make the pain go away,
and your voice rises:
“Oh hell to the no,
no he didn’t,
Satan get behind me,
whatever, whatever
the hell you think you are.”
I imagine that in leaving
all of us you said:
“I am done
I am let out into the world,
breath I took in from it
breath that I give back in love.”
May I see you in flight
filling the space
beyond clouds and stars
where there is no need
of sun or moon, where
a grand city lives
in prophecies beaten
by the wheels of history
where you are not invisible
to ancestors who saw
these long roads down through time
to this one night in Louisville.
Bright Angel,
Luminescence, Woman Who Saved Lives
in Emergency Rooms,
Invocation of Heaven’s Law,
Living Song Riding
These titles I summon from license
given by Eternal Mysteries to hold you.
Fly now, in the woven air of the saints.
Tricia at The Miss Rumphius Effect rounds us up today with some (oh dear) Exquisite Corpse play with the Poetry Sisters.
Beautiful -- "catching the poem where it cannot leave," "Living Song Riding the Eternal Dawn," and of course the "woven air."
ReplyDeleteThank you for this post Heidi. "Black History especially Matters, reparatively Matters, every month, because we have got some catching up to do, people." yes to this a thousand times over.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this beautiful poem that should never have needed to be written ...
Oh my heart. This brings me to my knees. Thank you, Heidi.
ReplyDeleteMay I see you in flight
ReplyDeletefilling the space
beyond clouds and stars
where there is no need
of sun or moon...
Utterly lovely, isn't it? ::sigh::
Yes, it was indeed good to read this again and important to remember.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Heidi. Such a terrible beauty here.
ReplyDeleteYes. Amen. Reading it again matters. Thank you, Heidi
ReplyDeleteSo much sorrow that it feels impossible to contain & we should not. We should take it the world whether they want to see it or not. "you are not invisible
ReplyDeleteto ancestors who saw
these long roads down through time". Thanks, Heidi. I had not seen it.
Powerful words, and a challenge for all of us, around the world, to look at our past, present and future, and amplify Black voices. Black History matters here in Canada, too, all year round.
ReplyDelete"breath I took in from it/breath I give back to the world in love" - such bravery to see these words into reality; courage to love in the face of anguish. Thank you for sharing this poem.
ReplyDeleteYes, "Black History especially matters." Thank you for sharing this, Heidi. "Fly now, into the woven air of saints" is a line I won't soon forget.
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